Need To Put On My Superhero Garb And Fly!

Fly to Slumberland! -.- It's currently 5:09 am and am sitting on my bed, feeding my ears to Charice's new song, Note To God. My, she's so good. Love her voice, and the song too. ;D Definitely suits my gloomy mood right now. -.- Oh, am indeed sleepy and my eyes are getting heavier by the second. It's just that I live during the night. Like a vampire. Like Edward. Haha. But my body will never glisten under the sun though. Haha. xP I sleep when it's almost noon. ;P And this will continue till right before I enter degree. Ughhh. Okay, I can already imagine what my life will be starting this July. -.- So there you go, a lil rant about my erratic, inconsistent sleeping behaviour during holidays. A nocturnal in the making! ;P

To add to the little rambles, imma talk about Twitter. My twitter account. Am following 305 persons, got 344 followers, listed in 22 lists, 203 direct messages in my inbox, countless of replies to me, and a total of 9,198 tweets as of now, but you would guess, that most of them were to you-know-who. Miahahaha. And oh, just discovered a Twitter bug just now, a bug which lets you to kinda 'force' another user to follow you, because if you want to send him/her a direct message, you guys need to follow each other. There, am giving you a tip. Lol. And yep, I did think of taking advantage of the situation to get you-know-who to follow me and send him a dm. ;D Thanks a lot to the genius Twitter hacker who did this! xD Twitter is so cool man. ;D Have been using it since last year and am a regular on the site. Oh, you'll probably be reading the same thing on Nik Hannah's blog too, since she too is a Twitterrer. ;P AND, just discovered Daniel Henney on Twitter!! Woohooo!! Have been his fan since i watched this one Korean movie of his, forgot the title. Eheh. Another man that can make me go weak in the knees. xP

I absolutely can't wait for the end of this month!! Because I'll be going for vacation with all my cousins from my mother's side!! To Port Dickson! Well, the happiness, the joy, and the excitement is what matters here regardless of where we go, right?? ;D 3 days, and 2 nights. ;) Oh May 28, come quick! And oh, you-know-who too is bringing his family to Istanbul this mid year for holiday. He usually vacations in London every July. Wonder what changes his mind this year. ;) I wish I can go to Turkey too some day! Heard it's a very nice, beautiful place! :D Okay, better stop my writing now, else you'll get bored. -.- ;P


p/s: Am helping AZ out on choosing the best accommodation for her in UK later. She's going to University of Bath in case you guys didn't know. Congrats to her! ;D Oh, I wanna go to University of Sheffield, the uni where my dad previously studied at. ;) I know I will some day. I have this one last chance if I wanna make it happen. That is right after my first year degree. So, the moral of the day is, stay in contact with the uni staff all the time. :|

On A Mother's Day

It has only been almost 10 hours since I just met other Valourians. Well, just a small get-together over lunch. Hehe. Chut, Dila, Farz, Mady, and me. Thanks a lot for agreeing to see each other! Hahaha. And as usual, I couldn't stop babbling about you-know-who as soon as I met them, kan kan kannn?? xP Oh, first of all thanks a ton to Chut's GPS I only trailed her car, need not worrying over driving Farz to wrong destinations. xP Or worst of all, panicking for such thing that might've had happened if I really were to drive to Mady's place without Chut. Eheh. -.- Next, thanks (la sangat) tu Dila to finally agree on seeing us! Oh, she has been rejecting my request several times already. Too many excuses. Haha. And oh Dila, I can REALLY drive, okayyy. Smug. xD But most important, thanks to Farzzzz, she agreed to come though she lives a bit far from us all and I just asked her yesterday night out of over excitement! Last minute planning. Hehe. ;D Mady, memang best ah dapat jumpa kau balik! xD All in all, had a great time though for just a few hours. :)

Oh, today's Mother's Day. I thought it was yesterday. But luckily, I hadn't wished my mom yesterday else I'd spoil everything. Haha. And would feel embarrassed too of course. ;P Thought of buying something for my beloved mom when I went out just now but then my sister had done what should've been done by me. ;) So, after I got back, after Asar, all 4 of us went to the master bedroom and wished mom Happy Mother's Day and handed her the gift. Chocolate gift! In which she was very happy to receive it since it's her fave! ;D But I know the real gift your hoping for from us is to see your daughters and sons to succeed in life, in whatever we do. And I know I haven't been fulfilling your wish lately, and I feel horrible for that. Really. :'((( T_T But am waiting for the right moment to bounce back (since it's holidays -.-") and make you and dad, and my siblings, proud of me, since I'm the eldest and holding the hugest responsibility for being so. Will try to make up for my mistakes in the past and study harder, and prove to all I can be what you think I can be. x) Aaahhh, am being emotional. -.- Will gift you that I promise! :D


p/s: Hope to see you guys again yea! Well, at least before you fly! ;) Will pray for all! ;D Oh, include me in your prayers too. ;)
Wanted to dedicate a whole post for you makkk, but will just keep it to myself. Special la sikit. Heeee x)
I LOVE YOU HAJAH RUZIAH SULAIMAN. REALLY. TERRIBLY. FOREVER. ;D

May May Bring A New Shine To My Life

Woooohoooo!! Am on cloud nine at the moment!! xD Coz I just received my copy of My Name Is Khan original DVD this morning!! x) Just seen the special features and totally loveeeeeeeeeed them!! Especially all the unseen deleted scenes. Yea. Most of the scenes were quite essential to the film but I guess they didn't do much difference though. That's why they were cut, right?? But I still wish some of them were in the film. :P Who has seen the film??? :D Tell me your verdict guys!! Oh, can't wait for his new superhero sci-fi film - Ra.One!! Which stands for Random Access Version One. Even he doesn't understand it himself, why he's naming his next project as such. ;P

Oh, did I tell you that we had our annual dinner last two months?? I know I didn't. Haha. The dinner for foundation of engineering students was held on the 27th of February 2010 at INTECMA (pardon if the spelling is wrong -.-). I thought the night would be soulless if we weren't feasted with any performances. So I talked to the committee member for performance, that I would want to perform on that night. Haha. And eventually we made a group consisted of 7 guys and 5 girls and danced to Sorry Sorry (Suju), Geli Mat - guys ; and Gee (SNSD), Jai Ho - girls. The hall was quite small so I could feel each eyeball staring at us. Lol. I love to dance and have been joining dance performances since I was 7. ;P The feeling was good, obviously, when you do something you're passionate about. -.-" Eheh. And yes, I did get compliments and accolades for my choreography for the Jai Ho item number (PCD version) which brought smile to my face throughout the night and a few days that followed especially when the positive comments came from most of my guy friends. Muahahaha.

Please note that there was no sexy moves at all. It's just that perhaps they never thought we could dance. Miahahaha. Oh, won't post the video in which I was dancing in but will post the one about the standing prayer mat in my next post. :)

p/s: So what else could I be doing during these holidays?? Aside from online-ing, sitting in front of the TV, reading novels, watching Korean dramas (newly found hobby -.-"), sending and fetching my brother and sister to and from school every day?? Am trying to lose my weight through dancing! x) Haha. It's a form of exercise too, you know. ;P Oh this post definitely does not relate to the title at all, right?? Haha. xP




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0404 - The Moment I'll Cherish Forever; The Minute Everything Falls Into Place; The Day It All Starts x)

I will SO remember this date, 0404. April 4th. Never ever would I imagine that it'd be so magical for me. Aaahhh, I've been meaning to post this ever since that day itself but I got so excited every time and decided to keep it to myself. Hehe. Oh before I proceed, I need to remind you guys this is mainly about you-know-who, how I finally met him for the first time in my life though it was only a brief meeting. x) So, it's up to you to continue reading or otherwise. ;P

To meet Shah Rukh Khan in person is one of my HUGEST dreams in life and finally after almost 13 years of waiting, Allah granted me my wish. :D First of all, you must know that I admire SRK the human more than SRK the actor, and I believe I have stated that before. :) To explain in detail the whole journey it took to meet him would be a looooooong one for you so I will shorten it. ;P

So, on Saturday, April 3rd afternoon, my dad sent me to the train station because I was going to Tqasha's house for a sleep over. Well, that was what I told him and actually that was to happen. Then, I bought a ticket to the KL Central and from there, I took a bus to the KLIA. All these years, I thought foreign celebrities would arrive at that particular airport because it's the main international airport for Malaysia and etc etc. So what I had in mind was that Shah Rukh would be arriving at and departing from that airport.

I arrived there at 3.30 pm. I quickly went to the departure hall because I had no idea when Shah Rukh would be leaving and I assumed it was supposed to be on that Saturday itself. Those tweets from him kept showing in my head and I kept thinking what clue I could get from those. Went to this one staff, asked him if Shah Rukh had passed through the departure gate. He was kinda surprised and said no but would try to help me by asking other staffs. I checked at the VVIP lounge but there was no booking for Shah Rukh. So, I made up my mind to stay there and wait til Shah Rukh showed up. Walked, roamed around with eyes kept wide open, went outside and waited for 2 hours but no sign of him til it was 7 pm.

Thanks to all you guys who kept me awake and kept me in company the whole night. I tweeted from phone to kill the time thank God I brought another phone. I really really appreciate what you guys had done for me. :') Mehza, Riz, Pri, Mama Ela, Andrea, Salma, Feyruz, and others sorry for not mentioning your name. I must admit my spirits were quite deterred that night. I wasn't really hopeful I would get to see Shah Rukh in front of me. But thanks to the tweets they kept me going. I nearly gave up. Then, went back to the VVIP lounge and asked again. Told them that Shah Rukh would be leaving on a private jet. (Thank God one of Shah's best friends replied my tweet! That was the BIGGEST clue I could have.) But the staffs told me the same thing. I made friends with them instantly and so they promised would tell me if they knew anything. They asked me to wait at the lounge as there are only two VVIP lounges here; for kings (other building) and normal VVIPs. They said for people like Shah Rukh, he'd be using the lounge here. Was happy at hearing the news. Then around 5 am, the same staff at the lounge called out for me and said Shah Rukh won't be leaving from KLIA but from other airport. I was so damn terrified I'd miss him. Who knows if he'd be leaving early in the morning and the bus service here only starts operating at 6.30 am. It would take almost 2 hours and a half to get to the airport.

To cut the story short, I went to the mentioned airport the next morning with my 2 friends I just knew that morning and they were very nice. Except that one person. He was a bit rude. Haha. Reached there at 10:40 am. Asked the people at the information counter about Shah Rukh's flight and she said it's true he'd be leaving from there. Yes!! My heart skipped a HUGE beat. But she said the flight was at 10 am and so I went "Damn! He's gone!" There were tears at the corner of my eyes but no one saw them. ;P But then my friends forced her to tell us more. And we went to this counter, met some lady but she just wouldn't divulge on more details! We went back to the information lady and asked where the people boarding a private jet would pass through and she told us.

Went to the mentioned place and talked to the guards there if they could do anything to help us. Oh my, after lots and lots of talking and begging, they helped a bit. Met a man named Mr. Ali. He was so cool man. Haha he sat with us when we had our breakfast and told us about Shah Rukh. We begged to enter the area with his consent but he just wouldn't listen because he said private jets area is prohibited to enter without passes. We did everything we could think of so he would help us meet Shah Rukh but to no avail. Then he talked about Shah Rukh. That there were 6 passengers on the private jet. But the meals provided were only for 5 of them. Not enough. He was worried because he said Shah Rukh eats a lot. xP Yesterday after Shah Rukh got back from the Grand Prix, he said Shah Rukh went straight to his room to have rest and didn't have anything for dinner. But Mr. Ali did help us though, just couldnt get us inside. I envy his son because his son got to enter the area and be at the VVIP area inside the building to meet Shah Rukh! -.-

So he told us he got info from Shah Rukh's bodyguard that he would be leaving the hotel at 12.20 pm and there would be 4 cars. We were so excited and waited til the said time. Got ready. Told the guards to close the gate first because we were going to stop the cars. And they obliged. :D So, the first car came. I recognized this one guy at Mannat immediately. Subhash Jain. Shah Rukh's assistant who has been with him for nearly 13 years (can't remember). Oh my God, Shah Rukh is really gonna be here!!! =O Second car came, no sign of him.

After almost 15 minutes later, the third and last came. I was jaw-dropping when I immediately saw the REAL SHAH RUKH KHAN at the back of the third car!!!!!!!! xD HOLY CRAP!!!! The first thing I noticed was his spiky hair then his glasses!!!! DAMN!!!! This man is much much more gorgeous in real!!!!!! I was about to shout and scream but no voice came out!! I rushed to the car and we asked him to roll down the car window. Saw a lady beside him but couldn't remember her but she was smiling at us. And Shah Rukh moved his body forward a bit and I saw he was asking YASEEN to roll down the car window. Oh my God, Yaseen is so cute!! SRK's personal bodyguard he is. And he's so sweet! He's definitely a celebrity too now to me. Actually, I was looking forward to see him more. Hahah. Because that's where it starts. But sadly he didn't roll the window down to at least half. We were actually hoping Shah Rukh to come out of the car if he wanted to and take pics if possible but yea. It was hot. I understand that. xP But DAAAANNNNGGGGG!!!!!!! He put his hand out and shook our hands!!!!!!!!! AAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH I actually touched him!!!!!!!!!!! I actually felt his skin!!!!! Oh my God Oh my God Oh my God. I wanted to scream but couldn't!!! I was starstruck!!! We didn't shake properly as the car was moving slowly and just got to shake the tip of his fingers. I couldn't imagine in my whole life that I'm actually seeing my favouritest person in the world in front of me at that moment!!!! Breathing the same air, was at the same ground as me. The one I see on my laptop, on screen everyday!! In my OWN country!! Not mobbed or surrounded by people!! Just the three of us there!! I had all my speech in my head earlier but got blank at that moment. We even forgot to say "I love you!" It was all too fast. Then the convertible went inside. Well, actually I thought the meeting would be more special as there were only three of us who knew that he's leaving from the airport. We thought we could take pics and ask for autographs. But yea.. I understand. So, that's the only memory of him I have with me. Even though it was only a split second meeting, I'm very thankful and grateful to Allah He listens to my prayers. xD Please more luck come my way especially where Shah Rukh is concerned. :P I hope and I pray that the next time he comes, I'll be able to meet him properly, in person. So the next time shall be! I know there will be a next time for me. x) And oh, the airport is only 5 minutes away from my house!!! I felt like pulling Shah Rukh out of the car and bringing him to my house!!!! May he come with a private jet and depart from that particular airport more often. xP

p/s: Yea. The whole journey was worth enduring and yep, was alone. So it made it so much more special. Hehe (^^,) Danggg. I knew he was staying at the hotel I had in mind earlier. I mean, the idea popped into my mind but I never knew he was really there until Mr. Ali told us!! =O But there's nothing to regret though. xP Oh, was having pms so cuti-cuti Malaysia! ;P

Charice

Aaahhh, okay. So I just changed my URL yesterday and posted the new one in my previous post. ;P Oh, saw the Oprah Moments (or something like that) on the TV yesterday and was mesmerised just like the first time when I saw Celine Dion singing duet with Charice Pempengco on Because You Loved Me. I remember watching the video on YT few months back and was stunned by the super powerful voice Charice has. Then, out of boredom, I explored the entire YT, well, mostly, the whole night for her singing videos. And my, this girl just wow-ed everyone. She really brought down the house. It's so lovely to see how Oprah fulfilled her dreams to meet and sing with Celine, her ultimate idol. And I did cry for her mind-blowing performance. She sang with so much passion and with her whole heart and soul for her mother, no wonder she received a standing ovation from the crowd. :)

Oh, then I watched some of her interviews and was shocked to know how miserable her life was, I mean, before becoming famous through YT. Her dad went back home one day drunk (I think, can't remember ;P) and was wild and aggressive, almost shot her mom in the head. Thank God, He saved both mom and daughter and Charice's brother, Carl from the father and they had to go through a tough life for the next few years just to survive. Plus, having to turn a deaf ear against all the negative comments thrown at her would be so hurtful for Charice and her mother, her mentor especially at a relatively young age. Thank God, she now stays in LA more often than in her home country. The people around the world appreciate her talent better than that of her own country. Oh, what am I talking about? Perhaps y'all have known this long time back. ;P And I was the one missing out on a great great stuff, the next big thing in the world. Lol. But better late than never. Charice has now got herself a new fan! A new Chaster! Yep. Though she's just a year younger than me. Hehe. And oh, her first international album is releasing this May 11, just heard three songs from the album, 'Pyramid', 'Note to God', and 'In This Song'. David Foster did a great job. Love em all. :D

But I admire her though. ;P She has appeared on so many international TV shows such as the Ellen Degeneres show, the Oprah Winfrey show for 4-5 times, Good Morning America, and lots more and has even performed/met with so many big stars including Celine Dion, Mariah Carey, Deborah, Andrea Bocelli, Iyaz, Super Junior, SNSD, Paris Hilton, David Archuleta, oh David Foster, Josh Groban and lots more I can't really recall the names. xP Just a long list to show you how far she has gotten since she was discovered on YT at the age of 13. Hmm. The most sincere singer I think there ever is. True what David Foster said, one's painful experience breeds the star quality in one's self.


p/s: Am worried for my mom's health. She inherits blood pressure from my grandma and just now she looked feeble coz the BP rised and now my dad has taken her to the clinic for a check-up. Who knows if one of us, me or my sister, inherit the disease too, that can cause death? -.-"

myriadsofemotions.blogspot.com <----- New link ;P

Ohhh, in case you guys can't open my blog, it's coz I just changed the URL. ;P Will post something new later. x)

Special Entry

Hey all!! Haha. Finally, finally my blog is alive again. What can I say? I just love my blog though it's left with no updates in the past few weeks. ;P Oh, how does my new blog template look like? Loving it to every bit! xD This time, I thought of giving it a darker feel. Hehe. After searching for 'Mr. Right' for hours and days, yea, you heard me, DAYS, finally I zeroed in on this theme. x) Few days ago, I stumbled upon this one sentence from a blog. "Why do you create a blog if you're too lazy to update it?" DUSH. Right in my face. Hahaha. Plus, now my bestie, Dila has created her own blog and she keeps forcing me to update so I think I've got back my blogging spirit. Wuahahaha. xP

Have I mentioned SRK has joined Twitter?? And it has been a complete 116 days since his first tweet on Jan. 2nd. (my best New Year gift ever and a splendid way to start 2010 with!!! xD)

"hi everyone. being extremely shy i never thought i would be here. but my friend @kjohar25 insisted that i should learn to share my life."

He is the first B-town celebrity ever to gather approx. 18,000+ followers in 24 hours and he's the MOST followed Bollywood celebrity till date, having overtaken Priyanka Chopra who gathered 200,000+ in a year. Hehe. See the difference?? ;D Just a coupla days before, me and my fellow Tweeple (oh we got lotsa name for these Twitterers ;P) celebrated you-know-who's success for crossing the 300,000 followers mark and now he got himself as many as 307,058 followers. ;D Sorry your eyes gotta play with numbers. You know I can never stop whenever I talk about him. Teehee xD And oh, he tweets everyday, usually around 4.30 am in the morning Malaysian time so you can definitely guess I wake up very early each morning to tweet him. But of course before that I do my assignments or revision. (;P) You ought to know this man, not as an actor, but as a human being because what attracts me the most about him is his personality, character, and philosophies in life. Well, of course, aside from his cute, good looks, charm, gorgeousness, wittiness, intelligence, and sense of humor. Hehe. Personally, I love him more as SRK the man than SRK the actor. x)

*Please don't ask me whether he's the real one or a fake on Twitter because he IS the real one. Woh asli hai. His account is already verified. x)

Oh, coming to the core, this entry is indeed special because I'm gonna talk about something not everyone has the privilege to witness this themselves. Even me, as yet. :) Have you heard about 'Sejadah berdiri?' Yea. The thing that some of the people believe in, but at the same time it triggers curiosity of its truth. This whole thing started to make headlines I think a coupla years back but it was very rare at that point of time for most of the people to be convinced by the news. Where a prayer mat can stand on its own. Not literally, but forming a shape where we perhaps thought that some string has been tied on the mat that it can stand on its own. (Maybe stand isn't the right word. ;P) Okay so later come few more news about the same thing and somewhere down the line, I knew some of them are true if not all. Because I believe in Allah's power. He is the Most Almighty and this was perhaps His sign to remind us to stick to the right path, His path. But somehow some made a joke out of it.

Okay, so yesterday my mom asked me to take a look at a pic in her laptop. And so I went. Yep. Got some kinda eerie feeling about the pic. Went back to her. Told her that I've seen few of that kinda same pics on the net. But then she exclaimed. "Ni kat rumah kak shitahla!" Gosh. O.O =O My heart skipped a huge beat! A prayer mat that stood on its own and I definitely recognize that spot in my cousin's house. Here's the picture.



I quickly took a second look and examined the pic in my mom's phone. SubhanAllah... Oh my God, this really scared the hell outta me!!! This is NO f**king joke I tell ya! =O I mean, just now, I just Google-d on the net for the same pics. But most of them don't have the same position or shape or whatever it is like this one! And they all look the same with each other. This is SO different. If you study the pic carefully, just look at it. Take a close, long look. It takes the shape of someone sitting in the 'Tahiyat akhir' position, performing solat. And definitely in the direction of the Qiblat! =O And there was nothing inside the mat. I mean, a kid or whoever might be. I still feel something, perhaps of horror, every time I look at this pic, even till now. The first to notice the prayer mat in that position was my cousin, fondly called as kak shitah. This was at the area in the front living room, where my uncle used to perform solat. Kak shitah was passing by and saw that the prayer mat was a little bit high in position if you think it was on the floor. And when she finally saw it, she was numbed. She was speechless, fear-stricken, and certainly full of curiosity. She said it was surreal but she and even her brother were scared to leave the mat that way. Then she sat down on a nearby couch. Her father was there, sleeping. She didn't want to wake him up so she called her mother. And as soon as the whole house found out, they knew that this was something bizarre and straightly informed us, cousins. My uncle's brother who is pious himself, was called to the house and he touched the mat to know if the mat's soft or the opposite and it's soft. So there's no way someone would play a prank and tie a string or thread on the mat to the fan on the ceiling. It's so impossible. I mean, the shape or figure it took was so perfect. This odd phenomenon happened at around 3 pm on Sunday, and the prayer mat stayed that way till midnight, when my uncle decided to bring the mat out of its form. (Pardon my English. -.-)

And so family by family came to my cousin's house till night to witness the phenomenon. This was something I think we should regard as a reminder from Allah, that we should never forget, whether intentionally or otherwise, to pray, to perform solat, to worship only Him, because solat is the pillar of Islam. Now, if only I went back to kampung on that weekend, we would surely get to witness this wonder of Allah right in front of us. You know, one will only truly believe it when it happens to you or your family. And now, every time azan, the call to prayer is heard, I will look at this pic because it brings a sense of repentance and fear. :) And yea, I did ask my cousin to record a video.


So, what do you think is the moral of the story? :)

[Tuesday, April 27, 2:21 am]