#10confessions was one of the trending topics on Twitter several days ago. So here are a few of mine.

1. There was a phase in my life where i hated, despised, and detested my brother. For REAL. But now we're good. :)

2. I do hold grudges. 'Cos i forgive, but i never forget.

3. Walked alone once in a dark alley at 6 in the morning.

4. Never liked my name when i was small. Well, that was then. :)

5. I prefer nights than mornings.

6. I'm so addicted to reading that i even read dictionaries.

7. Truthfully, i've never watched Ghost Rider till tonight (June 10, 2011). Hahah.

8. Dreamt of being an actor once. But thanks to my height, that dream is crushed. Hah.

9. Used to have a strange belief that if i saw splashes of droplet in the morn, my day would go bad.

10. I have a crush for Shah Rukh Khan. Any doubt?


Last Monday I underwent a dental surgery to remove my left wisdom tooth. Within two days, my cheek had swollen to the size of a fist. More or less so. Haha. Felt like I had goiter for awhile. But in my case it's in the cheek and smaller. :P And I hate the pills called Papase they gave me to prevent the swell from getting bigger. Tasteless but I had to keep sucking. -.- Oh, went to the orthodontist just now 'cos my parents thought I was supposed to wear those braces today. Turned out the orthodontist meant next Saturday. :P

Anyways, congrats on your engagement Faden!! :D Never thought you'd be the first! ;D

*Can't stop dancing to Jebal by Kim Hyun Joong ;D*


Signing off,

Breaking Dawn

That day, i think it was last week, or was it last two weeks? -.- My laptop had been sent to the experts because of the screen problem. And a week later I got it back. Which cost my dad RM600. -.-" And just yesterday, my dad bought me a GPS navigation system!! Weehooo!! I finally managed to talk my parents into buying one for me. :D Hehe thanks mak ayah! And errr it costs RM450. So, to sum it all up, RM600 + RM450 + RM50 (the last book of the Twilight series) = RM1100. Wow. What a huge sum of money. Just for my sake. -.-" Sorry mak ayah. Now I feel guilty. I promise I will use and take care of my belongings as best as I can, from now on. :)

Oh, I won a pair of tickets people! For what? Lemme not disclose it. :P But it's been a long time since I enjoyed the feeling of winning stuffs. Hehe. One of the best feelings in the world indeed. Especially when your eyes read the 'CONGRATULATIONS' words in the email sent to you. :D Somehow it boosts your self-confidence. :) Anyway, now imma target those complimentary tickets to Zee Cine Awards 2011 in Singapore next year. Well, I hope Malaysians can enter the contests too and I hope I'll win. :) Been making plans with my Singaporean friends to go hunt our love down when he goes there for the award function. Heheh. I bet it will be super fun! ^.^ Plus, he will perform on that night so tell me who in their logic mind will want to miss this??! :O *shakes head*

Alright, since I'm not intending to stop posting yet, I'll continue writing about the trending hashtags on Twitter. My mind doesn't want to work at the moment so I'll just post what other twitteratis around the world tweeted regarding this hashtag. ;) This ought to give you some idea on how hashtags function on Twitter. Interesting and funny at the same time. ;D

#failedpickuplines

- Baby you must be fire! Cause you making me sweat!
- I have a monkey and he would enjoy it very much if he could swim through your swamp.
- My name's _______, but you can call me Tonight
- Do you know what would look good on you? Me.
- I just checked my schedule and I can have you pregnant by Christmas.
- Girl i know u tired cuz u been runnin thru my mind allllllllllll nite
- aye I'm bout to log off can I txt you instead?
- If you catch me staring at your chest, its because your shirt is shiny....... And I like your tits


And oh, alhamdulillah, me and my family will perform umrah and will leave Malaysia this Saturday at 10 am, joined by my cousins. :) Hopefully nothing will go wrong. Pray for us. x)

p/s: A bunch of my friends on Twitter are having a debate or some kind of a forum about ego and love, as I write this. :P And it's interesting to read their views. Who says Twitter is a waste of time? You get to be updated all the time about all issues in the world, and my timeline never freezes! ;D


Signing off,

Free Ride! ;D

Hey lovelies! How was the previous post? I bet it set your pulses racing! LOL! xP I still can't believe the luck I've got that I got to talk to you-know-who just last weekend. xD I got to see him all dressed up. Well, my friends on Twitter who are also SRK fanatics as I am told me I'm very very lucky to see him in clad casual attire and in his best suit. I can only thank Allah for that. x)) Alright, will stop talking about him now else you'll get bored. :P

So, yesterday morning I was woken up by the sound of my phone indicating a text message I just received. And it was from Farz. I was wide-eyed when she asked me if I wanted to follow her to our school in JB. Whoa. What a very last-minute plan this was. :P It took 4 hours plus plus to reach the school. But I still asked my dad and he gave his consent so did my mom and so Farz fetched me up at my house. Ah she had a GPS so there was no problem at all. :P We reached school at around 5. Man, how I missed school. Lots have changed and I could barely recognize my own block. xP It was called Tengku Arfah block or Block B during my time but now it's called Fatimah block or Block A. Sorry but I kinda dislike the new name. ^.^" So me and Farz and Amor met the wardens at the warden office to inform them about our presence there, that we were going to spend a night there at Block E. And oh, when we entered the teachers' room, man. The second Pak Kamil saw me, he went, "Siapa yang tangkap gambar dengan Shah Rukh Khan tu? Amboi, melebih-lebih pulak." Well, I could only smile. ;P And I also met Pn Bahayah and Pakyem. Whoa. Pakyem bought a new car. :D So did Pak Awie. But those two lil children that I used to play with have grown up. Hakim and Haziq. :D They did talk much especially when they saw me. Lol. And oh Madihah is now already in Standard 1. Had a lil chat with Pn Bahayah and Pakyem and they went back home. So that night Pak Awie treated us to seafood! Yum yum! Even though the food didn't taste that good, but thank you Pak Awie! ^.^ I was kinda embarrassed. Heheh. Then, that night Wani Mis came and I went out with her to buy some supper. :P Ooohhh, she can drive. Hahah. I miss her!! ;D Promised her that I will come down to JB again some time in the future and sleep over at her house.

So this morning me, Farz and Amor met a few other teachers including Miss Faridah, Teacher Liza, Pn Maini, Pn Marlini, Pn Saidah, Pn Lili, Pn Norizah, Pn Jaya, Cikgu Zuraidah, Miss Raha, Pn Azian, Pn Radziah, Miss Silah, and Cik Suhana. Just knew the night before that today there would be a graduation ceremony for Form 5 students. Hahah you know what they said when they saw us? "Ohhh ada orang tangkap gamba dengan Shah Rukh Khan lah. Pegangan yang kuat bla bla bla" LOL! I could only laugh and asked how they knew about it. Miss Faridah told me Pn Jaya showed her my pic with SRK. xP And so the news spread like wild fire. :P I dunno if Pakyem knew about this but thankfully didn't bump into him this morning. ^.^ Or I'd have to answer questions. Don't worry teachers, will see you again early next year with Fadhilah hopefully. :)) Am a bit sad didn't get the chance to spend some time with all. Was rushing because Farz had something to attend to. Heh. Oh, never knew teachers would notice about my default pic. -.-" Miss Raha even texted me on my way back home, congratulating me on my accomplishment of meeting you-know-who. Since she had been my English teacher since form 2 till form 5, she definitely knew about my extreme love and admiration for you-know-who since I used to include you-know-who's name in all my essays. :P So I bet all the teachers might have known about it by now. xP

Thank you Farz for the free ride! ^.^ Lain kali bawak lagi eh. Hahaha. And oh, I'm going out to Mid Valley with my ex-dorm mates tomorrow noon! Excited much! ;D Been a loooooong time since I last saw them. So, fun and excitement is expected tomorrow! ;D


Signing off,

Need To Put On My Superhero Garb And Fly!

Fly to Slumberland! -.- It's currently 5:09 am and am sitting on my bed, feeding my ears to Charice's new song, Note To God. My, she's so good. Love her voice, and the song too. ;D Definitely suits my gloomy mood right now. -.- Oh, am indeed sleepy and my eyes are getting heavier by the second. It's just that I live during the night. Like a vampire. Like Edward. Haha. But my body will never glisten under the sun though. Haha. xP I sleep when it's almost noon. ;P And this will continue till right before I enter degree. Ughhh. Okay, I can already imagine what my life will be starting this July. -.- So there you go, a lil rant about my erratic, inconsistent sleeping behaviour during holidays. A nocturnal in the making! ;P

To add to the little rambles, imma talk about Twitter. My twitter account. Am following 305 persons, got 344 followers, listed in 22 lists, 203 direct messages in my inbox, countless of replies to me, and a total of 9,198 tweets as of now, but you would guess, that most of them were to you-know-who. Miahahaha. And oh, just discovered a Twitter bug just now, a bug which lets you to kinda 'force' another user to follow you, because if you want to send him/her a direct message, you guys need to follow each other. There, am giving you a tip. Lol. And yep, I did think of taking advantage of the situation to get you-know-who to follow me and send him a dm. ;D Thanks a lot to the genius Twitter hacker who did this! xD Twitter is so cool man. ;D Have been using it since last year and am a regular on the site. Oh, you'll probably be reading the same thing on Nik Hannah's blog too, since she too is a Twitterrer. ;P AND, just discovered Daniel Henney on Twitter!! Woohooo!! Have been his fan since i watched this one Korean movie of his, forgot the title. Eheh. Another man that can make me go weak in the knees. xP

I absolutely can't wait for the end of this month!! Because I'll be going for vacation with all my cousins from my mother's side!! To Port Dickson! Well, the happiness, the joy, and the excitement is what matters here regardless of where we go, right?? ;D 3 days, and 2 nights. ;) Oh May 28, come quick! And oh, you-know-who too is bringing his family to Istanbul this mid year for holiday. He usually vacations in London every July. Wonder what changes his mind this year. ;) I wish I can go to Turkey too some day! Heard it's a very nice, beautiful place! :D Okay, better stop my writing now, else you'll get bored. -.- ;P


p/s: Am helping AZ out on choosing the best accommodation for her in UK later. She's going to University of Bath in case you guys didn't know. Congrats to her! ;D Oh, I wanna go to University of Sheffield, the uni where my dad previously studied at. ;) I know I will some day. I have this one last chance if I wanna make it happen. That is right after my first year degree. So, the moral of the day is, stay in contact with the uni staff all the time. :|

I Love...

I Love...

>> myself
>> my family
>> my cousins ;P
>> my cuddly Garfield ;D
>> my watch
>> my Samsung cellphone
>> my MP4 player
>> my Compaq laptop
>> my Malaysia ;)
>> the colours red, black and gold
>> teasing my youngest brother
>> Maths and Additional Maths
>> Bollywood (everything about it ;P)
>> Shah Rukh Khan (the most imperative part XD)
>> indulging myself into English novels
>> learning something new
>> learning foreign languages (currently learning Hindi/Urdu)
>> winning
>> the then me, not the present me
>> the only biography of you-know-who that I have, as of now
>> networking and getting to know people from across the globe
>> to approach any tourists that I meet wherever I am
>> to drive ;D
>> being enthusiastic about something that I am really determined of
>> spending my time with my cousins
>> hanging around on facebook xP
>> reminiscing old times with friends and families
>> when I have anything in common with you-know-who XD
>> the years 2006 and 2008
>> taking surveys and quizzes and posting them on my blog
>> being in London once upon a time
>> being a spendthrift
>> staying up late
>> what other people hate (well, seldom)
>> blogging when I feel like my head is going to scream my enthusiasm or explode out of my stress
>> reading dictionaries (weird, huh?)
>> being at my cousins'
>> living in Malaysia out of all places in the world
>> the number 21
>> being in school rather than a university
>> having the thought that I might be flying to the UK to further my studies there and to do Engineering degree some day soon (InsyaAllah)
>> being a lady ;)


This list will go on and on and on and on...but something's for sure. I will keep updating this post whenever something new pops into my mind. ;) Ohh! I don't have the mood for anything right now!! =,O


Signing off,

Huh?

Sometimes I feel like KILLING myself.

Like, right now.

SUICIDE!!!

Tagged by Tkapad

15 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME

1. I'm all gaga over SRK! [I know everyone knows this but still, I want to put this here.. LOL]
2. I'm the nocturnal kind. Yup. I don't sleep at night but during the day. (This applies only when I'm back home ;P)
3. I love RED, BLACK, GOLD, and LIME colours.
4. I'm satisfied with my curves as of now ;P
5. When I'm hungry, I eat. When I'm angry, I eat. When I'm bored, I eat. So you can imagine how many times I eat in a day. And that too, each meal is a heavy one XD
6. I can go crazy when I'm bored.
7. I dislike being early for anything. But I'm always on time. *nodding*
8. I'm not good in remembering people's birth dates. My cellphone does that for me XD
9. I love to do crazy stuffs. Ask those close to me. They know ;P
10. I really love kids.
11. I always run out of money pretty fast. So, am trying to be more cautious in spending my money from now on ;P
12. I can speak Hindi/Urdu. But I'm better in translating it.
13. I hate to run.
14. My ultimate role model or inspirational figure is you-know-who. [But certainly not the most ultimate, yea.]
15. I'm very loyal in friendship. In love? Nahh, I don't know. LOL.

I'm tagging whoever reads this. XD


p/s: Khush khabrein for me! You-know-who has been honoured the male Star of The Decade by IIFA 2009!!! Congrats dear!! We, your fans, are so proud and happy for you!!!

Too Gorgeous To Handle

My sis has gone to MRSM last Monday. Kinda sad actually. I guess this was how my family members felt when I left this house for STF five years back. LOL. Me and my sister - we usually don't talk much with each other basically because she's an introvert kinda person. So, her absence here doesn't make such a great impact on me. Hehe. It's a good thing right?

Well, wanna share all the wallpapers I made for you-know-who here. ;)

There are not so many of them, just a few, and I know these wallies are not so good an artwork, but I'm satisfied with what I've done. Well, to look at my level of doing this kind of stuff. Heh. Still in the learning process.

My creations (siggies, wallies) since I joined My Dil Resides Here. ;)

Quite simple, but I love it!

If you notice, this is the pic I put up on MySpace ;)

Too Hot To Handle [Drooling over his pics ;p]

A bit messy, I know ;p

Love this one ;)

For KKR in IPL Season 2


Love the Khans! Aryan looks more like Gauri and Suhana looks more like uski papa ;)


My most favourite as of now ;)


Another recent work yesterday, slightly different ;)

There you go ;) They might be simple to you but I put so much love in my work when I did them. Told ya, still learning ;D Got distracted by Shah Rukh, of course ;p

Oh yea, my friend did this for me ;) Love it!! From RNBDJ!!


Thanks Pawan!
I tell ya Shah Rukh, can't wait for this July, can't wait for you to start shooting for 'Happy New Year', because I want to see you live! I absolutely can't stand it anymore. This wild eagerness to meet you in person is driving me nuts and definitely is killing me!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Get what I mean?

I'm thinking of posting every piece of my artwork here. What do ya think?

Tagged by Tkapad

BEAUTY

Do you own Chanel perfume?
perhaps someday. not working yet.

Do you shower daily?
what question is this? of course!

Do you go to the tanning bed?
nope

Do you wear nail polish?
even if i want to, i can't. SINFUL.

Do you use MAC make-up?
nope. for girls of my age, we use at least Silky Girl. told ya, not working yet

Do you straighten your hair everyday?
what for? i love my hair the way it is.

FRIENDS

Name all your best friends:
too many to list

Is the term Best friends a label or promise?
i'll need to rethink

Do you have more than 1 TRUE best friend?
hmm, (cracking my head)

Do you hang out with your friends every day?
if so, then i'll go broke faster

What is the longest you have been in a fight with your bff?
err, let's see. nearly 3 months i guess.

Is it easier to talk to your girl friends or guy friends?

depends to who they are

Would you ever date one of your close guy friends?
kyon nahi?

FASHION/STYLE

Do you have style and originality?
i believe i do.

Do you own a designer handbag?
sooner

Do you own something from Lacoste?
nahhh

Do or did you wear leggings?
never in my life

Is the color you'll never wear yellow?
well, if it's a striking yellow, yes.

Do you get fashion tips from magazines?
yup

Do you shop at Abercrombie and Hollister?
no i don't.

TV/MOVIE

Are you a movie freak?
yup. but let me specify. i'm a Bollywood movie freak.

Have you see over 10 movies in the past month?
10 Bollywood movies, yeah.

Do you have a show that you must watch?

of course. Koffee With Karan. there are plenty actually, to be honest

Do you watch The Hills on MTV?
i never tune to MTV.

Have you ever seen an episode of Grey's Anatomy?
never ever

Do you like classic movies?
some of them. but it must be Bollywood classic movies.

Do you watch 30 or more hours of tv a week?
sad to say, no. i'm busy with my laptop.

Do you own over 100 dvds?
haven't reached that number yet. but sooner i will.

Is Law And Order awesome?
don't have any idea.

SPORTS

Do you watch baseball on tv?
no i don't. i watch cricket and badminton.

Who's your favorite baseball player?
none.

Do you play basketball?
i don't have the height.

Do you watch it on tv?
refer to the first question.

Do you swim?
yup.

Last time you were in a pool?

April 5, 2009

Are you good at volleyball?
absolutely not.

Is soccer cool?
yeah.

Do you like to run?
that's the thing i hate the most.

Are you in shape?
no bragging, but people say i am.. ;)

MUSIC

Do you like all types of music?
if you say ALL, then it's definitely a NO.

What about rap?
it's cool.

Have you been to more than 5 concerts?
not yet.

Do you like Panic at the Disco?
the answer is no.

Are you constantly downloading music?
yeah! music is my life. my heart rhymes with it.

Favorite local band?
none qualifies.

What is the current song on your myspace page?
none.

FAMILY

Do you have more than 1 sibling?
yes.

Are you closer to your mom or dad?
mere baap

Do you like your living arrangements?
some of them. but i think i am old enough to make my own decision.

Do you wish you could move out?
as soon as possible! i wanna live on my own!

Do your grandparents spoil you?
no.

Do you have any step parents or siblings?
no.

How many cousins do you have?
too many to count.

Which of your relatives lives the farthest away, and where?

Aunty Mariani with her daughters and son. Uncle Halim prefers to stay in Malaysia though. but sometimes he'll visit his children and wife. oh yeah, in Manchester, UK

Now, I'm tagging:

AZ
BE
QIS
PUT3
PHADDEN
K LONG DINA
ABANG FIRDAUS

A short message for the one tagging me, Tkapad;
aiyoo, penat r. pjg sgt. HAHAH

Be A Kid Again =)

Sing into your hairbrush.

Do a cartwheel.

Walk barefoot into wet grass.

Play a song you like really loud, over and over.

Dot all your "i"'s with smiley faces.

Read the funnies. Throw the rest of the paper away.

Dunk your cookies.

Play a game where you make up the rules as you go along.

Step carefully over sidewalk cracks.

Change into some play clothes.

Try to get someone to trade you a better sandwich. [In my case, I don't like sandwich]

Eat ice cream for breakfast.

Kiss a frog, just in case. [Eew, I would never ever do this]

Blow the wrapper off a straw.

Have someone read you a story.

Find some pretty stones and save them.

Wear your favourite shirt with your favourite pants even if they don't match.

Take a running jump over a big puddle.

Get someone to buy you something you really don't need.

Hide your vegetables under your napkin.

Stay up past your bedtime.

Eat dessert time.

Fuss a little, then take a nap.

Wear red gym shoes.

Put way too much sugar on your cereal.

Make cool screeching noises every time you turn a corner.

Giggle a lot for no reason.

Give yourself a gold star for everything you do today.

Get grounded by your parents.

Spread news to the world that you have finally succeed in drawing a so-called portrait of yourself.

Ancient wisdom I just made up...
Okay,

my favourite song. dastaan hai yeh. om shanti om.

sunne walo suno aisa bhi hota hai
dil deta hai jo
woh jaan bhi khota hai
pyar aisa jo karta hai
kya mar ke bhi marta hai
aao tum bhi aaj sunlo

dastaan hai yeh ke ek tha naujawan jo dil hi dil mein ek haseena ka tha deewana
woh haseena thi ke jiski khoobsurti
ka duniya bhar mein tha mashhoor afsana
dono ki yeh kahani hai jis ko sabhi
kehte hai OM SHANTI OM...

naujawan ki thi aarzoo
uski thi yahi justjoo
us haseena mein usko mile
ishq ke sare rang-o-hoor (2x)

usne na jana yeh nadani hai
woh reth ko samjha ke pani hai
kyun aisa tha kis liye tha
yeh kahani hai

dastaan hai yeh ke us dilkash haseena ke
nigahon dil mein koi doosra hi tha
bekhabar is baat se us naujawan ke khwaabon ka anjaam toh hoona bura hi tha
toote khwaabon ki is dastaan ko sabhi
kehte hai OM SHANTI OM...

sunne walo suno aisa bhi hota hai
koi jitna hanse utna hi rota hai
deewani hoke haseena khayi kya dhoke haseena
aao tum bhi aaj sunlo

dastaan hai yeh ke us masoom haseena ne jise chhaha woh tha andar se harjaaee
sang dil se dil lagake
bewafaa ke haath aake usne ek din maut hi paayi
ek sitam ka fasaana hai jisko sabhi
kehte hai OM SHANTI OM...

kyun koi qaatil samajhta nahin
yeh jurm woh hai jo chupta nahin
yeh daag woh hai jo mitta nahin
rehte hai khooni ke rath par
khoon us haseena ka jab tha hua
koi wahan tha pahunch toh gaya
lekin use woh bachcha na saka
roya tha pyaar uski maat par

dastaan hai yeh ke jo pehchaanta hai khooni ko woh naujawan hai lautke aaya
keh rahi hai zindagi qaatil samajhle uske sarpe chha chhuka hai maut ka saaya
janmon ki karmon ki hai kahani jise
kehte hai OM SHANTI OM (3X)

::TRANSLATION (ENG)::

Listeners, listen, it happens like this sometimes
One who gives their heart gives their life also
Someone who loves like that
Is dead
Come, you listen as well today
The story was that there was a young guy who was mad for a beauty
That beauty was one whose beauty was a famous story all around the world
The story is of these two and is titled "Om Shanti Om"

The youngster's only wish and desire
Was that he finds the colours of love in that beauty

He didn't know his naivety
To convince him was like trying to stop the river flowing
Why was it like this, for what reason?
Here it is

The story was that the intoxicating beauty had somebody else in her eyes and heart
That youngster's dreams were bound to have a bad ending
The story of these broken dreams is known as "Om Shanti Om"

Listeners, listen it happens this way sometimes
As much as one laughs, one must cry
Being in love that beauty, how she was fooled
Listen to it today

The story is that the man the innocent beauty loved was disloyal
Loving such an unfaithful she was only to suffer death at his hands
This tale of woes is known as "Om Shanti Om"

Why a murderer never understands
This is a crime that cannot be hidden
It is a stain that cannot be erased
It stays on the hands of the killer
It stays on the hands of the killer
Someone reached her
But he was unable to save her
He cried on her body

The story is that the youngster who knows the murderer had returned
Life had destined that he too met the shadow of death
This tale of births, deaths and miracles is known as "Om Shanti Om"
It is called "Om Shanti Om" (3x)

my other favourite song, apart from dard-e-disco from the same movie.