#10confessions was one of the trending topics on Twitter several days ago. So here are a few of mine.

1. There was a phase in my life where i hated, despised, and detested my brother. For REAL. But now we're good. :)

2. I do hold grudges. 'Cos i forgive, but i never forget.

3. Walked alone once in a dark alley at 6 in the morning.

4. Never liked my name when i was small. Well, that was then. :)

5. I prefer nights than mornings.

6. I'm so addicted to reading that i even read dictionaries.

7. Truthfully, i've never watched Ghost Rider till tonight (June 10, 2011). Hahah.

8. Dreamt of being an actor once. But thanks to my height, that dream is crushed. Hah.

9. Used to have a strange belief that if i saw splashes of droplet in the morn, my day would go bad.

10. I have a crush for Shah Rukh Khan. Any doubt?


Last Monday I underwent a dental surgery to remove my left wisdom tooth. Within two days, my cheek had swollen to the size of a fist. More or less so. Haha. Felt like I had goiter for awhile. But in my case it's in the cheek and smaller. :P And I hate the pills called Papase they gave me to prevent the swell from getting bigger. Tasteless but I had to keep sucking. -.- Oh, went to the orthodontist just now 'cos my parents thought I was supposed to wear those braces today. Turned out the orthodontist meant next Saturday. :P

Anyways, congrats on your engagement Faden!! :D Never thought you'd be the first! ;D

*Can't stop dancing to Jebal by Kim Hyun Joong ;D*


Signing off,

I Scream for Ice Cream!

I'm back! Heehee. So how am I these days? Terrible. -.- I'll tell you why. Almost a couple of weeks ago, my parents persuaded me to wear...braces. -.- After a few times of persuasion, I gave my nod. Truthfully, the second my mom voiced the idea to me, I got teary. Why? Even I don't know the reason. I did cry. Well I still cry about it. Haha I know this sounds so foolish to you. I guess one of the reasons is because over the years, every time I stared into the mirror and smiled, I would put my index finger on top of my lips, covering the one 'special' misplaced tooth that ruins every picture of me. And to think that perhaps I'll no longer be doing that anymore makes me emotional. =') Lemme tell you I always lack confidence when I confront people. No one knows this because I always act casual in front of other people. And to think that I'd always been teased and laughed at and made fun of just because of 'it' really breaks my heart. Another reason I was quite reluctant at first is because I'm afraid if people will still tease me after they see my teeth is no more the same like before. Yes, I am that pessimistic.

So last week was my first meeting with the dentist. Thank God the clinic is just nearby else it would've made things difficult for my parents. Wait. I don't know why I even bother writing about this. You must've already read or heard about this similar experience from anyone. I'll just continue though. Okay so just like any other normal human being, you can say that I'm kinda afraid of those called dentists. Haha. But luckily mine is very nice. And it's a she. :)) So during that first meeting, she examined my teeth, jaw, face structure and took an X-ray of my teeth. She then made a mold of it where she put this kinda gooey green dough pressed against my teeth and took it out after several minutes. This process is called impression to get the model of your teeth and gum so that the dentist can determine which tooth and how many must be plucked to put on the braces.

Then my next appointment was last Friday. This time I received the professional teeth cleaning treatment which included tooth scaling and tooth polishing. Oh I definitely hated this moment! Then the dentist took pictures of my teeth and jaw structure from each angle. -.- Next, came the process where I was put on 8 elastic separators which are also called spacers. Man, it huuuuuuuuurts! T.T Today is only the third day and I have to endure the pain for another 5 days. Well I didn't really feel anything on the first day but yesterday, Saturday, which was the 2nd day was worse. I could feel some my teeth moving. Till the day before yesterday I still could feed myself hard food but not anymore. Now I can only eat soft food. T.T Porridge, mashed potatoes, yogurt, ice-cream, to name a few. But now I'm used to the pain. Though it sometimes gets difficult when I brush my teeth. And yes, at this moment I feel like all my teeth are gonna come out. -.-" Oh my separators are blue in colour. Like in this pic. ;D



You will feel as if there's a piece of food caught between your teeth. Quite uncomfy, yeah. -.-" And now I'm using this toothbrush! Cute ain't it? :D It even has LEGS! Hahaha. ;P Well, it's actually my youngest bro's but he has never used it before.



Well, that's all for now. This Friday I'm gonna undergo a dental surgery to get rid of one wisdom tooth of mine. And probably will apply the braces only next week. Yesterday I watched some videos on YT as to how the surgery is done. What the hell I'm freaking out!!! x'O A doctor even used a hammer??! Okay, let's just be cool... -.-" Signing off. Going to a distant relative's wedding tomorrow.


Signing off,

Missed Me?

Hey ho. Been a month since my last visit here. Pardon me. Oh yeah, I'm good, in case you're wondering. :P It's been 2 weeks now into holidays. And I have another 3 1/2 months to enjoy. Thoroughly? Naahhh. The jitters are still there, until my results come out. Congrats Darina, you finally managed to unpack ALL your stuffs yesterday. *pats shoulder* Fyi, I still haven't gotten my car yet. That explains why I can't go out much despite the huge demand from friends. *coughs* Oh, my sister is going to further her tertiary education in Perak and she's leaving this Monday. So that just leaves me and my youngest bro, Ajim. I'm gonna miss her. =)) Hmm my blogging mood has just come back so let's go easy and slow. ;D Till later!

Signing off,

Away

We meet again! :) Hehe I haven't posted anything since the last few days 'cos I was away for vacation. My parents thought that since our flights for umrah are now postponed to January, we should go on a holiday trip somewhere. So yeah, it was a 4-day-3-night trip, beginning early Saturday morning. We went to Terengganu, stayed there for a night, then to Kelantan, another night, and next to Pahang, another night and went back last Tuesday. Man, it was a very tiring and exhausting journey. -.- Felt good to meet my cousin, Piqah, who's studying in Kelantan! Else me and my sister wouldn't get a room to ourselves! 'Cos we managed to force her to sleep at the hotel for the night despite her having class the next day. Hahaha. We stayed at the Renaissance hotel in Kelantan. I like everything about the room. Haha, never stayed at such room before. :P Hmm, if a room of a 5-star hotel in Kelantan looks like this, I wonder how the room of the hotel Shah Rukh stayed at in KL looks like. x) Somehow the thought of it thrills me, that's why I got excited. Haha.

Oh! I've been watching Playful Kiss for the last few days and just finished watching! Done with all the episodes, the special editions, and even Seung Jo's diaries! ;D Looooove the drama!! Despite Seung Jo's late love confession to Ha Ni that boils my blood -.- , everything else is perfect! Seung Jo definitely makes up for it by being discretely romantic to Oh Ha Ni. x)) And dang, he looks so fine and good-looking as always! Haha, yea, I love Kim Hyun Joong. ;D All the hairstyles suit him! :D But what I like the most about the series is that the storyline is like only revolving between the two main characters. And that Ha Ni's mother-in-law likes her from the start and does everything to get Ha Ni and Seung Jo closer to each other. And also, her disguises really tickle me. Hahaha. Poor Eun Jo, forced by his mother to abet with her xD Good thinking, Mr. Director. Have never watched a carefree, lighthearted drama like this before. "Tak menyakitkan hati." Hahaha. But Ha Ni's naivety sometimes angers me. x(

Gosh. It's already Dec 23rd people!! O.O Only 10 effing days left before I start my lessons back!! T.T I don't wanna go back to uni!! BWAAAAHHHHH. This semester break is too short. ='(((

But, I wish you all the best for tomorrow, Muhammad Hazique Ghazali. InsyaAllah 8A's will be yours. :) By tomorrow I mean, this morning. :P


Signing off,

5:15 AM

5:15 am. Yep. I'm always like this when I'm back home. I don't sleep like others do at the usual hours. I'm proud to be a nocturnal owl, just like you-know-who. :P By now you should've figured out who you-know-who I always talk about right? Haha. It's good that a better, pleasant mood has settled in me. I mean, I'm kinda getting over the last-post thingy. :) Well, I'm actually waiting for my videos to load so that's why I'm here. :P Gosh. It's taking like forevah! -.- Okay, now I'm starting to feel dizzy. -.-" Sorry for making you read my crap. Shall leave.

You Win Some, You Lose Some

Hey people. Bad news. For me. Just a day before yesterday I posted about my going to Makkah with family and cousins for umrah this Saturday. But yesterday noon I received a news that turned my world upside down. Especially when I was all ready and raring to go. Those flights for December 2010 trip have to be canceled because the Saudi Arabia authorities do not accept visas at this time of the year. I was told that this has never happened before but it did this year. It's something concerning their public holidays at their place so the people there who are in-charge of the visas didn't work for a week or so, delaying stuff etc etc. I don't know the whole story. Gosh. I'm disappointed. Really.

Well, my dad told me a month before, that we might have some problems and advised me to prepare mentally if something suddenly went wrong. I was already teary-eyed then when I heard the news. But in the meantime, he and my mom would figure out a way to get out of this problem. And they did. They found a smaller travel agency for Umrah which has a good rapport with the Saudi Arabia agency. *It's a long story how these two relate to each other* And I thought everything was going to be fine when I got the news a week ago that everything was going according to plan. But I guess Allah knows better. So now our flights have been postponed to March 2011 I think. But what frustrates and worries me is that there's a HUGE possibility I won't be going for Umrah during that time, because I can't just ditch my studies and skip classes for two weeks. I don't think the university will allow that. ;((( But if they do, I am willing to risk everything. What disappoints me more is that my parents looked all relaxed like nothing ever happened yesterday. I mean, hello. Your daughter is in despair here. You should utter some words of encouragement. T.T

I feel so helpless right now. I know I shouldn't feel this way 'cos Allah definitely knows better. But I just can't help it. -.- Oh and my parents did promise me that they'll still take me for Umrah next time, but without my siblings. Hmm...I don't know if that's ever gonna happen. ;( And the thought of being left all alone here in Malaysia just terrifies me. Oh but don't worry people, I'll pass on your prayers and duas to my sister so she can read them in front of the holy Kaabah.

I feel so helpless right now that I trust everyone no more. This is one of those times when I'm losing faith in Allah. Be mad at me! Scold me people! I know it's wrong. It should happen the other way round. I don't desire this feelings! I'm making such a fuss right? -.- Hmm, I don't even know why I'm feeling so emotional. Well, just look at this from my point of view okay?

And my mom just texted me asking for us siblings' opinions on where to spend our vacation at this weekend. I don't feel like going anywhere. Thanks.

p/s: Takde rezeki -.- Maybe something greater and better is awaiting me. Say no more. Period.


Signing off,

Breaking Dawn

That day, i think it was last week, or was it last two weeks? -.- My laptop had been sent to the experts because of the screen problem. And a week later I got it back. Which cost my dad RM600. -.-" And just yesterday, my dad bought me a GPS navigation system!! Weehooo!! I finally managed to talk my parents into buying one for me. :D Hehe thanks mak ayah! And errr it costs RM450. So, to sum it all up, RM600 + RM450 + RM50 (the last book of the Twilight series) = RM1100. Wow. What a huge sum of money. Just for my sake. -.-" Sorry mak ayah. Now I feel guilty. I promise I will use and take care of my belongings as best as I can, from now on. :)

Oh, I won a pair of tickets people! For what? Lemme not disclose it. :P But it's been a long time since I enjoyed the feeling of winning stuffs. Hehe. One of the best feelings in the world indeed. Especially when your eyes read the 'CONGRATULATIONS' words in the email sent to you. :D Somehow it boosts your self-confidence. :) Anyway, now imma target those complimentary tickets to Zee Cine Awards 2011 in Singapore next year. Well, I hope Malaysians can enter the contests too and I hope I'll win. :) Been making plans with my Singaporean friends to go hunt our love down when he goes there for the award function. Heheh. I bet it will be super fun! ^.^ Plus, he will perform on that night so tell me who in their logic mind will want to miss this??! :O *shakes head*

Alright, since I'm not intending to stop posting yet, I'll continue writing about the trending hashtags on Twitter. My mind doesn't want to work at the moment so I'll just post what other twitteratis around the world tweeted regarding this hashtag. ;) This ought to give you some idea on how hashtags function on Twitter. Interesting and funny at the same time. ;D

#failedpickuplines

- Baby you must be fire! Cause you making me sweat!
- I have a monkey and he would enjoy it very much if he could swim through your swamp.
- My name's _______, but you can call me Tonight
- Do you know what would look good on you? Me.
- I just checked my schedule and I can have you pregnant by Christmas.
- Girl i know u tired cuz u been runnin thru my mind allllllllllll nite
- aye I'm bout to log off can I txt you instead?
- If you catch me staring at your chest, its because your shirt is shiny....... And I like your tits


And oh, alhamdulillah, me and my family will perform umrah and will leave Malaysia this Saturday at 10 am, joined by my cousins. :) Hopefully nothing will go wrong. Pray for us. x)

p/s: A bunch of my friends on Twitter are having a debate or some kind of a forum about ego and love, as I write this. :P And it's interesting to read their views. Who says Twitter is a waste of time? You get to be updated all the time about all issues in the world, and my timeline never freezes! ;D


Signing off,

We Want More of TVB!

Finally, i'm in the mood to post. How have y'all been doing? Well, why do i feel like this semester break is too short?? -.- Seriously i feel so. Too many things in mind yet too lil time. The world is definitely getting nearer to dooms day. -.-" Oh, lemme tell you what i've been doing these past few weeks to kill the time. I planned to apply for a part-time job initially, so that i have side income for my other priorities besides studies and myself. But i'm running outta time and now i have only 5 days and a half left to spend at home. So, i've been watching these Hong Kong dramas, or better known as TVB dramas i used to watch as a child. :D

"Young Hero Fong Sai Yuk"
*But i only managed to watch it till Episode 3 part 1 because the owner of the video hasn't subbed the rest of the episodes yet T.T Searched for the VCD at the stores but the one i found is of Jet Li's version!! Heartbreaking T.T*

"A Pillow Case of Mystery"
*I love love LOVE this drama!! Well, mysteries have always caught my attention! Plus, there's Bobby Au Yeung, the guy at the top right corner ;D*




"Journey To the West"
*Oh, i watched this drama last year. Finally managed to watch the whole drama with full episodes english subbed. :D And yep, it's my MOST favourite TVB drama evah! The movie that introduced me to the Cantonese world ♥♥♥ Haven't watched the sequel yet though*




"A Pillow Case of Mystery II"
*And this is what i'm watching at the moment. The sequel to "A Pillow Case of Mystery"*

Man, watching them back really brings back good memories. I remember i would cry out loud in front of the telly, stomping my feet every time the ending credits showed up because i just couldn't wait for the next episode, too anxious to know what would happen next. :P Then, every day, 5 minutes before the drama started, i would quickly rush to the kitchen and prepare my dinner so that i could eat in front of the telly while watching the series. Hehehe what a loyal TVB fan i was. And still am. ;))

But what disappoints me is that, there are no more TVB dramas playing on the telly like there used to be during my childhood. Except boring ones on TV2 and 8TV and NTV7. One thing, i don't prefer Hong Kong series to be dubbed in Mandarin. Not even Korean ones -.- I can only recall a few TVB dramas i used to watch so those that i've watched and am currently watching and will watch are the said ones. Oh, including Dragon Love i think. -.-

"A Recipe for the Heart"
*OMG, I seriously looooooove this one!!! Bobby Au Yeung again!! Been searching for it with english subs high and low but to no avail :'((( I'm willing to trade anything, people! Hear that?! *




"Witness to A Prosecution"
*And this is another drama i really love. In short words, most of Bobby's dramas are my favourites. And this has a sequel too ;D*

So, all in all i just wanna say i am a huge huge HUGE fan of TVB dramas. If only i can subscribe to those Astro Chinese channels....and definitely am a huuuuuuge fan of Dicky Cheung!! xD I fell in love with him once i saw him in "Journey to the West". Later on in "Young Hero Fong Sai Yuk" and "Kung Fu Master Wong Fei Hung". :D He really reminds me of Goku from Dragon Ball the cartoon series. ;D The undefeated kung fu master. ♥ Plus, he's cute. Hahaha

Dicky Cheung

So, till later!

p/s: gosh. english ku sudah makin taik. T.T


Signing off,

Short and Simple

Just a short visit. Hehe. I really wanted to post something new so here i am. :) Oh, exactly a week away before my first final exam paper, TITAS. And this subject which i deem is similar to History, requires a looooooooot of reading -.- How i hate dislike that. :( FB is no longer alive since everyyyyybody seems like deactivating their account, due to finals. Ooohhh, i can feel the blazing heat! -.-"And right before my eyes is my room mate, Syaf who seems to be concentrating so damn hard with her straight face, reading, memorizing her notes. Wait. No. Her book. Yeah. o.O Aku salute kau lah syaf dapat resist the temptation to get online! xP But i'm almost 100% sure you will lose. Later. Haha. Cos no one ever survives in the long run. xP

p/s: What's for sure is, if Dila is around, she would be hitting me with anything within reach just to get me to open my books. Hehe. Oh. Please. I want to get rid of these feelings. -.- Anyways, thanks to all directly or indirectly for helping me to digest the fact that i got only one effing week to study ALL subjects!! ^^ All the best i wish to everyone. :)


Signing off,

Awesome Week

Resurfacing after a week of absence. :P Yea. Last week was quite a busy one. My first time being involved in programs under university level. Hohoho. Oh, last Friday i became the master of ceremony for the FCE Dean's Award Night 2010. Thank God everything went well despite some glitches here and there. The most important thing is i did okay even though there was a mistake in the beginning of the function. :P Well, unnoticeable okay. I hope so. Hehe. So here's a pic of me as the MC that night. Grabbed from fifi aka hamster's FB. :)



Me and Aiman Rosli aka Komtaq, my classmate. I know the pic's quite dark. That's why i chose this one. Haha xP And yesterday, us four; me, deqla, una and mira went to Taman Pertanian, Bukit Cahaya in the noon. Whoa. You've got to go there. :D Cool place with beautiful scenery. Esp the four seasons house! ;D *Pic grabbed from Una's FB :)*



Whoa! 12.6 degree Celcius! I should've brought along a jacket or sweater. Hahaha. Well, at least i have an idea of how it feels like when it's autumn in the European countries and other places. :) We're planning to go there again when it's winter this December! ;D

Oh, my first final exam is just 10 days away. I've promised myself, and especially both my parents, that i'll do my very best to achieve the best for this sem. :) But i do have the jitters in me, and am feeling apprehensive somehow. -.-" So this is my final exam timetable.

Thursday (28/10/2010) - TiTAs (CTU551) - 9am-11am
Monday (1/11/2010) - Engineering Computing (CSC425) - 9am-12pm
Wednesday (3/11/2010) - Calculus for Engineers (MAT435) - 9am-12pm
Saturday (6/11/2010) - Engineering Geology (ECG403) - 9am-12pm
Tuesday (9/11/2010) - Statics and Dynamics (ECS408) - 2.15pm-5.15pm

p/s : Will write about my classmates and roommates later.. ;)


Signing off,

Can You Sing This For Me?

You, my future soul mate, can you some day sing this beautiful song for me? There might be new similar songs coming up from anyone in the future but i'm currently in love with this one. x) The lyrics genuinely touched my heart. Especially the colored ones. :)

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I'm here with you
Now let me let you know
You've opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And there's a couple words I wanna say

For the rest of my life
I'll be with you
I'll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I'll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life
Through days and nights
I'll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I'll be there for you

I know it deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You're my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we're together eternally
Now when I find myself I feel so strong
Yes everything was changed when you came along
OOOO
And there's a couple words I wanna say

For the rest of my life
I'll be with you
I'll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I'll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life
Through days and night
I'll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I'll be there for you

I know it deep in my heart

And now that you're here
In front of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I sing it loud that I will love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I'll be with you
I'll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I'll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life
Through days and nights
I'll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I'll be there for you

I know it deep in my heart

footnote: Saw Maher Zain on TV just now!! On Nasi Lemak Kopi O, a breakfast chat show in Malaysia. I like his English accent. I like how he frequently says Alhamdulillah and Masha Allah, and the sound of it. :P And never knew he's actually 28! :D So young! May Allah bless him and guide him in his way to change the world to be a better place. Amin... And am proud that even non Muslims respect him. :) May he succeed in changing the world's perspective towards Islam. Like he always said, "make du'a for me"

Signing off,

Sick

Just realised I have broken my promise not to put my blog on hiatus mode again. ;P Well thanks to Twitter for that. ;P Ahhh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEECHUL OPPA!! Stay young and cute forever! Am waiting for that one girl to appear in your life and see if you'll still have the arrogance in you by that time. Lol ;P

Have been down with fever and all that goes with it since Wednesday. Now I don't even know if I'll be able to attend Monday's classes or not. ^^" Oh yeah, finally settled my college bill just now. Thanks to internet banking. ;D Still new in this so still learning. Lol. Phew. I seriously thought I had pay for it last Wednesday. This thing really made me restless for days, since tomorrow is the deadline for the payment. ;P And now I think I'm having second thoughts on THAT co-cu uniform body I took just this afternoon. -.- Perhaps I should think it thoroughly. Well, I might have the passion for it, but perhaps not the determination. ;P Whatever it is, if I change my mind, I hope I can switch to other uniform body without any hassle.

And now you-know-who is currently in South Africa with his entire family to watch World Cup final. So sorry hun for your team's loss. German will win next time, hopefully. ;D Meanwhile, enjoy your time there and post lotsa pics on your Twitter account! x))) Hope to catch you next time! ;D Oh, I miss my friends on my first Twitter account. :((( Haven't been there for quite some time now. Hope they'll still remember me. :) Oh yeah, and I miss Feyruz too!! :'( She hasn't been online much either.


Rock your birthday Heechul! ;D
As I write this, Heechul's #heedictatorbday is trending worldwide at #2 spot while #Heenim is at #4. Cool, ain't it? :D

#nowplaying Push Push - SISTAR

Got A Pen?

Wow.
Another hiatus.
Hehe sorry peeps.
It's just that there's nothing earth-shattering to report. ;P
I remember my last post was a day before I went for vacation to PD with cousins. ;D
And yeah, when you're with your entire family, a big one especially, it makes you feel even a whole lot better.
Was thinking of taking surveys like I usually do, but then I got so absorbed into watching videos of Suju on YT.
Haha.
You can now consider me a die-hard fan of them all 13.
Though now there are only 10 left.
Oh, meanwhile, visit my Twitter page or this blog so you can get a hint on my daily thoughts, even when I'm not blogging.
Lame, I know.
Haha.

p/s: So who here got Twitter account? Mind telling me?? This new account needs people to tweet to. ;D

As Promised

Hey, remember I promised you the video of the prayer mat? You'll be able to see it at the end of the post, after I finish doing this first. ;P

1. 5 names that people call you
- darina
- doreen
- dena
- domi
- shah rukh khan xP

2. 5 important dates for you
- my parents' birthdays
- sibling's birthdays
- my birthday. it's august 21, note that. xP
- you-know-who's birthday
- the day i met my hero, you-know-who, 0404 x)

3. 5 things you have done yesterday
- bawling my eyes out while watching the mega blockbuster, My Name Is Khan
- text-ing (duhh!)
- driving my youngest bro to school ;P
- driving myself to dreamland :)
- honestly, i can't recall what i did yesterday :|

4. 5 ways to be happy
- try to put a whole lot of new hopes before you
- stay high-spirited always
- look at the world on the bright side
- do stuffs that only you know can make you jump on cloud nine :)
- see, the most imperative is to shift to positivity. now or never. ;)

5. 5 favourite movies (okay, some of em)
- the latest being My Name Is Khan xD
- all SRK-starrers directed by Karan Johar
- Black
- Nayak
- Main Aisa Hi Hoon


6. 5 favourite hobbies
- I have too many hobbies ;P


7. 5 favourite TV shows
- Koffee With Karan
- Kimora: Life In The Fab Lane
- Keeping Up With The Kardashians
- Running In Heels
- Dance India Dance and DID Lil Masters


8. 5 favourite place for vacation (include those that you want to go)
- London!
- India
- Rome
- Turkey
- Korea

9. 5 reasons you answer the survey
- I'm bored
- I want to post something
- Taty tagged me (well, I asked her to ;P)
- I love taking surveys! ;D
- It looks interesting ;P

10. 5 person to tag
- dila
- farz
- hans
- sara jen
- shazrin

Oh I'm tagging those I feel ain't busy and are active bloggers. ;P

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So, below is the video I promised earlier. Let's see if it gives you chills like it did to me. ;P

Need To Put On My Superhero Garb And Fly!

Fly to Slumberland! -.- It's currently 5:09 am and am sitting on my bed, feeding my ears to Charice's new song, Note To God. My, she's so good. Love her voice, and the song too. ;D Definitely suits my gloomy mood right now. -.- Oh, am indeed sleepy and my eyes are getting heavier by the second. It's just that I live during the night. Like a vampire. Like Edward. Haha. But my body will never glisten under the sun though. Haha. xP I sleep when it's almost noon. ;P And this will continue till right before I enter degree. Ughhh. Okay, I can already imagine what my life will be starting this July. -.- So there you go, a lil rant about my erratic, inconsistent sleeping behaviour during holidays. A nocturnal in the making! ;P

To add to the little rambles, imma talk about Twitter. My twitter account. Am following 305 persons, got 344 followers, listed in 22 lists, 203 direct messages in my inbox, countless of replies to me, and a total of 9,198 tweets as of now, but you would guess, that most of them were to you-know-who. Miahahaha. And oh, just discovered a Twitter bug just now, a bug which lets you to kinda 'force' another user to follow you, because if you want to send him/her a direct message, you guys need to follow each other. There, am giving you a tip. Lol. And yep, I did think of taking advantage of the situation to get you-know-who to follow me and send him a dm. ;D Thanks a lot to the genius Twitter hacker who did this! xD Twitter is so cool man. ;D Have been using it since last year and am a regular on the site. Oh, you'll probably be reading the same thing on Nik Hannah's blog too, since she too is a Twitterrer. ;P AND, just discovered Daniel Henney on Twitter!! Woohooo!! Have been his fan since i watched this one Korean movie of his, forgot the title. Eheh. Another man that can make me go weak in the knees. xP

I absolutely can't wait for the end of this month!! Because I'll be going for vacation with all my cousins from my mother's side!! To Port Dickson! Well, the happiness, the joy, and the excitement is what matters here regardless of where we go, right?? ;D 3 days, and 2 nights. ;) Oh May 28, come quick! And oh, you-know-who too is bringing his family to Istanbul this mid year for holiday. He usually vacations in London every July. Wonder what changes his mind this year. ;) I wish I can go to Turkey too some day! Heard it's a very nice, beautiful place! :D Okay, better stop my writing now, else you'll get bored. -.- ;P


p/s: Am helping AZ out on choosing the best accommodation for her in UK later. She's going to University of Bath in case you guys didn't know. Congrats to her! ;D Oh, I wanna go to University of Sheffield, the uni where my dad previously studied at. ;) I know I will some day. I have this one last chance if I wanna make it happen. That is right after my first year degree. So, the moral of the day is, stay in contact with the uni staff all the time. :|

On A Mother's Day

It has only been almost 10 hours since I just met other Valourians. Well, just a small get-together over lunch. Hehe. Chut, Dila, Farz, Mady, and me. Thanks a lot for agreeing to see each other! Hahaha. And as usual, I couldn't stop babbling about you-know-who as soon as I met them, kan kan kannn?? xP Oh, first of all thanks a ton to Chut's GPS I only trailed her car, need not worrying over driving Farz to wrong destinations. xP Or worst of all, panicking for such thing that might've had happened if I really were to drive to Mady's place without Chut. Eheh. -.- Next, thanks (la sangat) tu Dila to finally agree on seeing us! Oh, she has been rejecting my request several times already. Too many excuses. Haha. And oh Dila, I can REALLY drive, okayyy. Smug. xD But most important, thanks to Farzzzz, she agreed to come though she lives a bit far from us all and I just asked her yesterday night out of over excitement! Last minute planning. Hehe. ;D Mady, memang best ah dapat jumpa kau balik! xD All in all, had a great time though for just a few hours. :)

Oh, today's Mother's Day. I thought it was yesterday. But luckily, I hadn't wished my mom yesterday else I'd spoil everything. Haha. And would feel embarrassed too of course. ;P Thought of buying something for my beloved mom when I went out just now but then my sister had done what should've been done by me. ;) So, after I got back, after Asar, all 4 of us went to the master bedroom and wished mom Happy Mother's Day and handed her the gift. Chocolate gift! In which she was very happy to receive it since it's her fave! ;D But I know the real gift your hoping for from us is to see your daughters and sons to succeed in life, in whatever we do. And I know I haven't been fulfilling your wish lately, and I feel horrible for that. Really. :'((( T_T But am waiting for the right moment to bounce back (since it's holidays -.-") and make you and dad, and my siblings, proud of me, since I'm the eldest and holding the hugest responsibility for being so. Will try to make up for my mistakes in the past and study harder, and prove to all I can be what you think I can be. x) Aaahhh, am being emotional. -.- Will gift you that I promise! :D


p/s: Hope to see you guys again yea! Well, at least before you fly! ;) Will pray for all! ;D Oh, include me in your prayers too. ;)
Wanted to dedicate a whole post for you makkk, but will just keep it to myself. Special la sikit. Heeee x)
I LOVE YOU HAJAH RUZIAH SULAIMAN. REALLY. TERRIBLY. FOREVER. ;D

Miles To Go, Promises To Keep

Hi all! Wow. Never thought I would be blogging again. Hahaha. Yep. I know some of you miss my posts. xD How's everyone? I'd actually rather use Twitter than blog now I don't have the time to post anything. Urrgghhh. But yep, missing blogging. ;) Will change the layout in few days I think. Yea! Will renew my blog! Muahahaha. Just like you-know-who renews every aspect that involves KKR!! From jersey to spirituality! xD

Still remember KKR?? Kolkata Knight Riders? I used to post about it last year. First of all, Kolkata is a name of a city in India, can't remember in which state. ;P And it's a CRICKET team, co-owned by you-know-who. When I'm talking about KKR, that means IPL (Indian Premier League) season 3 has started!! And it just kicked off last night!! KKR versus DC (Deccan Chargers)!! Oh, cricket has been one of my favourite sports apart from badminton since last two years. ;P And yep, looking at my mood today, your right! KKR won last night by 11 runs!!! Defeating the defending champion DC!!! Yayyy!!! Finally!! A GREAT NEWS to my ears!! Hail Angelo Matthews and Owais Shah!! Excited to see Chris Gayle playing though. :D Oh, and am definitely looking forward to this Sunday's match, playing against Royal Challengers Bangalore. 'Cause what? 'Cause you-know-who is gonna be there and the whole film fraternity too to support, cheer, sing, dance for his team, OUR team!! xD

Oooohhh, enough of that already. ;P Just wanna let you guys know I'm sitting for my final exams this week. 3 papers left out of 4. Malaysian Politics, Chemistry and Physics. Oh, will definitely miss all my crazy, demented friends in uni especially my classmates once the semester is over. Haha. Oh yea, exams are over on the 19th. So, may the force be with me! ;D Your silent wishes and prayers mean a lot!

Till later!

p/s: Miles to go, promises to keep. We all have a common goal. :) Bring forward a drastic change and a spectacular performance KKR!! And oh! Went ice skating, bowling, and watched Alice In Wonderland last Thursday with Bella, Rose, Ala, Jana, Ruby, Su, Luq, Bel, Apek, Hairi, and Ijat. Thanks for the graciousness peeps! ;D Had a great time!


Signing off,

4.0 Is My Next Goal!

Wee! Just checked my results for the first semester. Alhamdulillah...I pass. I was SO shocked to see my pointers. =O I thought there was something wrong with my eyes till I checked and double-checked and triple-checked to make sure my laptop's working fine. Okay, so the results is good. I'm very relieved 'cause I was actually expecting much lower pointers. Now, I think this is a good start in my way to achieve my dream to study in the UK next year. :) I don't know. But now I definitely am more study-spirited for my next semester. :) With the help from Allah and my hard work, 4.0 will soon be mine!! :D Bear in mind that a full transformation will take place in me!! (Except in some areas :P)

Hmm, thought I would share my happiness with you guys. :) Don't forget me in your prayers. :)


Signing off,

Where's The Tooth Fairy?

Hi. I've changed my blog title again. Now it's "Betrayal Is Forbidden". Wonder where I got the idea to name my blog by this name? Hehe. I watched the Taiwanese drama I told you about, "Heaven's Wedding Gown/Wedding Gown From Heaven". And Aaron Lu/Lu Zi Hao said these words. Actually, this sentence holds a very true, deep meaning. Betrayal is forbidden in every kind of relationship. Be it husband-wife, boyfriend-girlfriend, between friends or amongst families. So let's make the world a better place to live by not betraying or backstabbing people.

Yesterday I cleaned up my room. It took a whole day to tidy up the WHOLE room. Nevertheless the room is still not as tidy, as neat, as clean, as spotless as I want it to be. Haiz. Need more time I guess. :P Then suddenly I found this old pink shoes box. When I opened it, I saw letters and cards and pictures and my diaries. Geez. Never thought I could have these so many items. So I read them one by one, reminiscing old memories all by myself. Sometimes I laughed, sometimes I cried. But at most times I laughed. :D Looking back at those pictures of the little me, how jovial I was, how foolish I looked, and of course how cute I posed. :P Lol. Many years have passed by and here I am, an 18-year old girl, much much different from then. Very much different. Sometimes I wish I could travel back to the past and live that memories again. :)

Oh yea. Another big physical change people can observe on me. My 'special' tooth. Now. I know people will read this but what do I care? I don't give a damn on what they want to say about me. How ugly I look. Or how I am the factor a picture looks ugly when I smile with my mouth open. Only those who know me and have seen me know what I'm talking about. Well, I cried last night thinking about it. And just now my brother made fun of my tooth when he saw my picture. How sad. Well, the least thing could happen is tears dwelling in my eyes. :) How I really want to look as pretty as everyone else when I smile. Hmm. I don't know when I can have that moment. Well, my parents and I did consult a specialist about 2 years ago. But he said, if I want to undergo a surgery to remove the tooth, I will have to wait until I reach a certain age. This is because if I underwent the surgery, I might get blind. Because the tooth's nerves are connected to the eye's nerves. I don't know how to explain this but you get the idea right? Hmm... but whatever it is, I can now accept the fact and thankful to the Most Almighty Allah. Some people told me that I looked sweet with that tooth. But somehow I cannot deny the fact that I become quite apprehensive thinking of people's impression on me, that perhaps they would laugh at me, and I don't have much confidence in facing people I tell ya.

Okay, enough with the tooth thingy. Wanna do some surveys. :) But before that, let me ask you. Should I go for the surgery? Should I take the risk?


Signing off,

Eid 2009

Okay. So now I think is the right time to blog about how I celebrated my first and second eid. Haha. First of all, Eid Mubarak to all Muslim readers! I'm aware that it's kinda late wishing you guys Happy Eid on the 7th day of Eid. ;P Hope it's not too late. But better late than never, right? ;) Forgive me for all my wrongdoings towards you. "SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN" Formalities done. ;D Haha. Joking.

This year's eid has been the best eid ever. I know. Everybody said so in their blogs. They have their own reasons and I have mine. Well, practically, this year, all of the 7 families went back to kampung (Negeri Sembilan) to celebrate eid together. The best part is, everybody was there on the first day of Eid, which made it very special. Oh yea, my uncle which I call him Pak Andak came back with his son, Abg Effi. Haha. His cute, shy and kinda introvert son. Just an additional information, Abg Effi is a few years older than me so that makes him 20++. For 4 solid years, they hadn't been able to celebrate eid with all of us for personal reasons. One of them being Abg Effi and her sister studied in Manchester, the UK. And since both have graduated (Abg Effi with Masters degree), Pak Andak and Abg Effi were back in kampung to join in the festival. As for Kak Ezlin and her mom, well, I don't give a damn about them. Family problems, you can guess from there.

Well, I guess just let the pics do the talking ;)

Pic #1
Queuing #1 (from mom's side of the family)
Queuing #2
My Family and I
Family members of dad's side #1
Family members #2
Family members #3
Me and my cousin

Okay. Enough with the pics. If you want to see more, go to my FB profile. ;)

Oh yea. Can't wait to see my cousins again tomorrow. Tomorrow will be a whole lot of fun!! XD

Signing off,